hmm?

high school ends in 2 weeks
end of HIGH SCHOOL
oh my god..
thinking back to those old days, etc
we finished our schooling..
first 17 years of our life.

achievement?
maybe.

anyway, just a recap
saturday.. was gonna go UNSW, but it was raining
so i cbfed haha
sunday.., went tutoring early in the morning, then in the arvo, went to school, for the music class
monday - MY MUSIC HSC
i had a 35-40 minute program.., 6 pieces to play.
truthfully, i think i screwed it up.
like the last 10 minutes, i started slipping notes, and missing important notes. and made a few mistakes. fully lost my concentration
but the thing with music, i realised was that. its not like english or maths, you cant get a rubber and rub it out.
you screw up, your gone.
its like a one shot sorta thing
fuck! oh well, its over
that was the worst 40 minutes of my life spend.
then i got home, i forgot my fucking keys!
so walked all the way back to hrustville, then seans house
im so stupid.
wasted atleast another 50 minutes walkinga round

oh well

today, was phre random
everyone jigged maths
so slack to this indian teacher, bcz we ddint understand her.
i think we got put down for truancy, but i think we'd get past it. our whole class was at the basketball courts, except for the 2 people that went

then HSC seminars
"ITS NOT TOO LATE"
repeatedly said.

im pumped again :D
well yea, ill start studying now?

if i do well in this HSC, im done./set!
ahh
gotta start working

went library after school today..
nicole just comes and sits next to me..
and tries to find out this mystery girl that i always talk about
stupid ppl these days

anyway,

fucken thing.. i wanted to go to that stgghs social..
but argh! i got a guitar performance at the opera house that day, and its like
RIGHt next to where they are
omgggg

but ill find a way

besides that, everythings happy :D

g'nitez