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why is my blog always so negative

or am i just looking at shit sides of things
ive had a shit week yet again

oh well

miss carrington, fat tall bitchy lady puts me onto detention for not having my shoes
this was the convo
her: uniform pass?
me: ahh, sorry miss i didnt get one, i came after free period
her: name
me: victor xiong
her: ok go, get out

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT
she just walks off
if that was was a guy teacher or wateva, i wouldve landed a punch right into his face
since shes a fat bitch, she'd make a huge fucken fuss out of it, like how she does with everyone in the school

anyway yesterday, went city
bought ryan the guitar
his bday gift ahaha
preh kool gift, like so many ppl chipped in nd shit
then we signed it today and gave it to him

preh happy guy

oh and at the city
saw aaron ngan.. from last year
he was on the free hugs campaign! (the original poster, and that guy that on TV that started it was there, met him.. fuk all so kool people!)
anyway it was on pitt street
preh kool haha
caught up with him a bit

HSC music is coming up next monday
fucken gg!

anyway, not good.. with the korean guy whos organising the afterparty
i asekd nicely for a money back.., and yea went a bit far
it got to a point where i asked alot of quesitons and he got sus, then other way around, and going personal with me, saying my friends arent real, why would you want to go to their afterparty and etc..
spend an hour and ahalf tlaking to him
fucken killer
but bottom line, is i dont htink im gettin the money back
personally im preh scared of him too, you know after that knife incident witht aht other guy in our school.., like if i try to get my money back from him, he might stab me or osmething

argh fuk..

oh well

ahh life is so shit atm,

and ryan nd i had a long talk today..
the future.. school ends in 3 weeks
3 WEEKS!
we MUST keep in touch

argh.. i swear 10 years time.. i think we're all gonna go different ways

but yea, try to keep in touch!!

and some people i do not want to see ever again
many people
when i came to think about it, there are people i hang aroudn now, that i think i would not talk to in the future, maybe ever again. we may be stil called 'friends' but yea
after high school
its gone

i cant wait till high school ends
all this shit will be over

its sad but not sad in a way

argh..

but make a promise, that we will keep in touch in the future. high school is an unforgettable experience, and the true friends lie there

its good to blog stuff liek this
i do feel kind of better
sometimes i want to cry..
:'(

anyway, here are some pics


gnite