and.

haha last night.. i had this dream

scary shit..

i was at school, the back oval.. and was like playing soccer or something?

then a batch of helicopters and planes flew in.. and landed.. and there came like heaps of army/federal agent guys and started shooting at us with machine guns..

and then i looked at my finger and like.. i lost my middle finger, and looked ont he ground.. and was bleeding heaps

it was a sccary experience..

and i was like fuck am i gonna die now or something..

i felt the bullets.. it was like hard punches/pinches focused in areas of the body..

and so i read in google this morning.. it said that this may have been caused becuase of being stressed/anxious/anxiety to an upcoming event.

im guessing the HSC..

OR this could be a premonition.. this might happen..

fully random.. its strange too

anyway.. i had a preh shitstudied week..

thursday.. i went library.. for like 30 minutes and left again haha

i coudlnt concentrate at all...

it was terrible.. at the back it was full of people, and i was lucky to find myself a seat int he middle of everyone..

so goddam noisy.. everyones shouting/talking/chucking papers

so much for the "quiet room" with a big sign saying "no talking"

oh well..

so yesterday, i stayed home.. studied a bit, facebooked alot, and.. yea

today was preh much the same.. lol

6 more days till test!

ohemgee.

gonna .. go study now ;)