lifes life..

i had many thoguhts throughout the past 3-4 days..

the first thing..
ive been going out alot, meeting up with friends alot, but i also been working alot..
but the thing is, ive been missing out on alot of outings, and
it hit me.. that this will be the last days/times we will actually be togeher, and hang as a big group..
like after the new years eve party.. or after new years, and when uni starts..
we wont be much together anymore.., there wont be those wild nights out, wont see some of the many funny people drunk, or see the funny things happen to people
its actaully quite sad :(
things will definitely drift, by the looks of it..
ah.. i shall cherish these moments
im gonna miss some of you's
really, and not in a gay way .

secondt hing..
university..
where will i be?
where do i go?
wll my parents are kool with things now, we are starting to be normal again, and trying to help much on my situation.
where will i be in 10 years time?
will i be the same guy.. doing the same job,
or will i be someone new, in a profession..
ahh it makes me so emo
oh well :(

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these past few days have been preh kool..
last friday saturday and sunday was just work work and work..
preh normal shiet..
but on saturday.. finished work and got changed.. then went to the city..
went carols in the domain
man it was wierd shiet.., and crowded..
but the fireworks were exciting..
it brought up some things of the 'end oft he year' theme.. even though it wasnt end of the year..
many of the 2008 memories came flying by.. and wow, i made it through..

after that.. i went ushans house and slept over.
and the gay thing.. ushan put me and richard in a double bed
and he was doing gay shit to me.. yuck..
but yea. at night we had a d-n-m..
funny with him and this carmen chick..
but yea .. went through alot of things..

the next morning.. caught a bus straight to work
oh man i was tired
.

monday.. went shopping for gifts for parents
and thats bout it haah
preh lame..

today.. wasj ust work..
zzzz.

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today at work.. they put on christmas carols through the airport speakers
man it made me sad..
it actually reminded me of my childhood and christmas
we use to be together as a family, and it was basically the same every year back then..
it was such good times. like, the little things that really made me happy, the fake santa stockings, with lollies in it, which i really waited for santa to come..,
my dad singing christmas carols to me
i dunno,, so many things..
but listening to carols really made me sad
so much has changed now..
i got work on christmas day..
my parents are just.. i dunno,
very lame, like christmas doesnt exist..
ahhh fuck i miss the old times

new years is gonna be even sadder
2008 is over
and all that we've/i've been through

oh well,
life moves on.