Shrillax.

Well, nothing has been happening.

Friday, was just a chillout day, watched some movies, and nothing really.
Saturday, woke up and worked!. Then went to sleep after I got home. What a day eh.

Although, that night, I have made something really interesting to myself. Its the '100 things to do before I die' list, and I plan to accomplish all of these. The list includes things like, "Go to Europe, Start a new business, Own a Hendrix Monterey Guitar, Bungee Jumping", and like 95 others. Once I have achieved this list, from what I gather, I will have made the most of my life. And yes, this list is all realistic, not the shit ones you see "get rich, be famous" sort of lists.

I also made a timetable for myself. A personal and weekly timetable, which really puts in everything. This is my first step of being organised and succeeding and overcoming laziness. I'll upload a picture along with this blog.

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Also recently, I've been having deep thoughts about my personality. I really don't know what I am, and what I seem to other people. I see myself as quite a different and strange sort of person. But ahh, I will pinpoint this someday, and blog it. It does quite bug me sometimes.

Anyway, today, was just normal, had work again, and got offered sushi again by Tom's mum. Man next time, when I do get hungry, or if I don't have money, I'll go get something there, like chicken or something.

Lastly,
I recently been having a hard time deciding on what cruise to attend to next week.
Theres the BSoc Cruise, and the TSA Cruise.
The BSoc cruise, is mainly people I know that go there. Like the group, but then theres people like N.S, K.C, and etc, many to name.
I'd see my time getting ruined, but the cruise with alot of friends seem alright.
But then theres TSA, which again, has quite a few people I know. The cruise seems so much better, in terms of the boat and shit. The pictures of this boat just makes my jaw drop.
The "Starship" pontoon is what its called.
The boat is also Taiwanese, which I don't fit in, but I love their people (girls) I mean.
But argh, I don't know what to pick.
It's quite hard to choose.
I'm really worried if I go BSoc, something will happen, especially when there's going to be alcohol involved.
And I've been having weird imaginations, of bringing a knife and putting it in my shoes, or a hidden pocket, and if anything happens, yea.., lets not get there.
I'm scared I will turn into one of those Hanning peoples, that will just snap one day.
I can really type the truth here, this shit has been building up in my head, and theres still room to build, but it WILL snap one day.
I can feel it.

But anyway,
Blogs over!
I'm happy! again.
Nah, things are fine just the way it is.

Anyway,

I'm off to sleep.. late again.

Good'night!